I come into this place burning to receive your peace
I come with my own chains
From wars I've fought for my own selfish gain
You're my God and my father
I've accepted your son
But my soul feels so empty now
What have I become?
Lord come with your fires,burn my desires refine me
Lord, my will has deceived me
Please come and free me
Refine me, refine me
My heart can't see
When I only look at me
My soul can't hear
When I only think of my own fears
They are gone in a moment
You're forever the same
Why did I look away from You
How can I speak Your name?
Lord, come with Your fire, burn my desires, refine me
Lord, My will has deceived me
Please come and free me
Come rescue this child
For I long to be reconciled to you
Refine me... All I can do
Is lift my heart and soul to You
And pray, oh I will pray...



Giving my testimony during our first Sunday service. It was the first time that I'd really used an interpreter to give a message and it was such the experience stopping after each sentence and letting it be translated into Xhosa.

The church building with quite a few children where we hold Sunday services and youth group each week. It's currently just a building that's rented out in the community to different organizations and groups. In the future, the church will be building in the Delft township, so they'll have their own building and center for people in the community. It'll include a preschool as well as a recreation area for the children in the community.
This week has been a crazy one in terms of ministry. We started out the week at the Beautiful Gate Orphanage doing practical work on the grounds, such as weeding, picking up rubbish, and some general cleaning. Pastor Gabriel was due to pick us up around 1:30, and we'd go to the township of Burundi for door to door ministry, but in true African fashion, didn't because he showed up 2 hours late and by that point it was just easier to go back to the base.
So on Tuesday, the plan was to go to Beautiful Gate again, but this time we'd take the train there because Gabriel had a prior commitment. The trip should have taken 30 min by car, but when going by train and taxi, it took 2 hours. We left the base at 9 am and arrived in time for coffee with the DTS students at 11 am. Needless to say, it was a great time getting to know the students and some of the staff. Then we continued on with working in the garden and weeding. Once again, Gabriel was to pick us up and we were to go the juvenile prison, Horizon Youth Centre, but instead we got cancelled on because plans weren't confirmed for the prison. We decided to take the train and taxi back to Muizenberg (another 2 hours of travel), with some evangelism at the train station in Wynberg.
On Wednesday, we had intercession at 7:30 am, got all the sound equipment loaded, and headed off to the adult prison, Pollsmoor for a program for the prisoners. We thought that we'd be in section Medium A, like last week, but instead we visited B-5, which is for juvenile prisoners, age 14-18. It was a pretty rough area, but we did our dance and just shared our hearts with them. We were able to pray for the boys, which was great. In the afternoon, we did the Capricorn Children's Club, playing games with the kids, sharing songs and a story, and then handing out a meal.

Today we went back to Pollsmoor to work with the young men that we had seen last week. It was great seeing them again, but because there were fewer guards, we had to have the program inside the corridor between the cells. It made it harder to move and around and minister to the guys and it meant that they had less freedom. We did a drama on the potter and clay and I spoke about the heart that God has for them as their Father. I just got so struck last night with God's heart for them. That He wants to give them each new names. That even though the world might call them thieves, criminals, murderers, good for nothings, or hopeless, God calls them sons, warriors, mighty men, Beloved. It was so important to communicate to them that He is for them and that even though they haven't had very good examples of fathers, God is the ultimate Father. The one who they can trust, who loves them above all, who wants the best, who will discipline them, but always in love and in truth. It was such a neat time and we were able to pray for a number of the young men. Then this afternoon, we went to the Horizon Youth Centre to put on a program and hang out. There's so much less hope for the future there and you can tell that there's not a ministry on the campus to share the love of God with them. I'm in hope that someday there will be regular staff there to disciple the boys and encourage them in Christianity, but for now we're just praying for a revival in that place like the one in Pollsmoor.
Tomorrow we're looking forward to the Beautiful Gate, door to door, and our last youth group. It's so exciting to see what God is doing. He is great and mighty indeed!
We also visited a gorgeous vineyeard, called Groot Constantia. It was our last meal together with our pastor, Gabriel, his wife Deborah, Mwamba, and Alido. We had so much fun and a really fantastic meal as well!
1 comment:
wow :) I am so encouraged by what God is doing through you and your team. Especially your word from Him to the boys in the prison about giving them new names and conveying to them the love of God the Father. I am not even there, but I know those hearts are forever changed.
I am anticipating your return to London my Jessica. Kendall and I are moving into our new flat this Thursday (15/2) !!!! I am beyond excited! God is incredible. He definitely answered our prayers. God is good all the time and all the time God is good. See you in 5 1/2 weeks!!! YAY!!!
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